Start of zonals today. Hillgrove came late so they were forfeited D: Then next game is nan hua. Coach seriously stresses me out ._. He disabled me throughout the whole game. BU NENG LA QIU, BU NENG GONG QIU, BU NENG FANG QIU, SHEN ME DOU BU NENG ZUO ZHI YOU CUO QIU ._. Must well ask me dont play. Played until very lousy.. i think that im gonna be a reseve for the upcoming matches alr, seriously dunno what i had been doing. But one thing for sure is that i have no courage. I lost it all. What ever coach scolded me about i listened to him. Even when a high ball comes, i dont dare to smack it down. It's like coach hates me alot in just one day change. I have became a boy with no more courage. Dont even dare to go and do things my way. Dont dare to face up to the fact. Gahhs, what has happened to me?




*My thoughts are all messed up now and i know this post is in a mess
Hillgrove: WON
Nan Hua: OWN 5-0
Next school: Unity secondary